BIRTHDAY-ASSIGNMENT

Just felt like was in holidays but so fast had to come back and had assignment and handed it in as well already!!! whoosshh.. Oh yah, regarding my b-day this year was a blast!! Seriously..

At beginning, Indian girls at my class never wished and it as kind of awkward; which was because even though in front of them other classmates wished but they didn't.. Super tensed already.

Ended up at night they set up and bought cake to celebrate it.! DAMN!! I was in tears. And the best thing on my birthday was my cousin and closest friend took the trouble to call and wish me from overseas. Super sweeet!! And my other friend, shassi, he made his friend to sing me birthday song.. hehe.. This was quite a memorable birthday and the first out from home.

And next celebrated in butterworth with relatives and cousins. That was super fun as well!! Had great weekend in Alor Star and came back Sunday to do assignment!!!

And today, Wednesday!! Had to pass up language description 1 coursework. Already done.. Super tensed ler.. First ever serious assignment for English. As it is Ramadhan month, our lunch is a big problem. already the food in campus also like what nie, no lunch worse! But if got, the food is super BAD!!! But dinner is cekap cause there is bazar just out of my campus. That's the only lucky thing.

Already got another 2 assignments and one more in waiting list. CRAP!! Towards the end of this month would be super pack!!!!!! Head-ache !!!!!!

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Although life seems to be dragging on and on, the beauty of it is always to be

experienced. Okie..

So now, i am more of looking forward of whet god has planned for me there in perlis.

And yes, for the first 1 1/2 years i'll be studying there. i've got the letter from Institut Perguruan Perlis

yesterday and so far done most of the work ( eg- photocopy all certs, get clothes, get BSN account) yah thats done so far and today morning went to St Micheals to get Mr Phoon'ssignature. about 80% done can be said.

I do miss my friends in UTAR and the places. It was such a beauty!!! ish.. Sadly, leaving.

I probably could have this purpose of imparting knowledge to others in this life. =P

As well to help people. ( what always i wanted to do)

view in utar campus between block a and b

housemates+neighbours

group members =)

I just do hope god would guide me through this part i'm being directed.

"he" knows what i deserve and not. Am not goin to ask much either.

Just wish everything would go smooth in life there.

life has to go on no matter what happens

here come again time to go away from the place i'm quite gettin used to. to a place which totally i'm not familiar with..
goin to a place and to settle takes a long time.. and it did for me in UTAR but now, i have to get moving to perlis.. its not something which is impossible but just heart ache where i have to leave people i just got to know , especially those who are super sweet and kind!!! my housemates and course mates.. its normal to meet people and get apart.. yet it is difficult to handle..
and so, here what the situation is..

i was studyin in utar.. for about 5 weeks and here is where i got 2 offers..
- ums- science forestry (where it is soo impossible for me to go)..
-institut perguruan perlis( eventually goin soon)
so, 13th july will be goin off there already..
hope for the best and lets wait and see what come on..

life so far in UTAR

Here i am in the comp lab bloggin again after such a long time..
ish.. ish..
its super lame i know but do i have a choice>????
still no internet access in mua house ler in kampar..
so far here in utar, :

1st week

not bad ler.. house mates are okie with me.. and i am okie with them..
SO FAR!!! thank god lah.. at least.. hahahax..
and the orientation week!!!!
got ponteng ler!!! hahax... soo super boring..
oni 1st week met cynthia n all.. after that, never meet edi...
ntg much also lah here..
the sceneries are super nice lah...
apart from that, 1st week ntg..

2nd week

bought bicycle!!!! hahax..
after sooo long back to it... never thought of it at all!!!
classes so far not bad ler..
just time table is quite pack with night classes..
and no raggin all so far!!
whee =P
maha, (saidy's fren) is my course mate as well as in the same group as me..
ok lah.. at least got someone with me..
just in uni life one should not depend another too often.. better to be really independent!!! seriously..
avoids lots of unwanted problems..
just had group for assignments.. so, have to go ask puru about it later on..
so, thats all lah so far.. gona be soon tied up to stuffs( studies ler)..

SIMPLE THOUGHTS OD THE DAY.. =P

in life, many people speak as they like and what is sad is that not many practice what they preach..

they say something and yet they behave as if that person is soo perfect..

its normal for them but what they don't realize is that everyone is watching, INCLUDING GOD!!

once we know there is someone always watching us, no matter what we do, we would think twice.. or even more!!

they can be in any age and yet, EGO is really high for some people, its just hard for them to accept themselves as they go around pointing fingers at others..

once man stops looking at persons weakness and starts only looking at strenghts, the life of that particular person is already heading towards the divinity within..

however, as man develop, the main focus is only to earn as much money as he can..

the world has become world of materialistic.. where a saying goes, "no money, no talk"..

there would probably come a world where everything can only be done if you have money.. what would happen to those without money??? would poverty increase theN??

and what would life be like then???? with full of stress working towards earning..

what about family???? GOD??? PEACE, LOVE???

would the world become a place full of people with no feelings.. only hatred, jealousy, envy, and evil characteristics.. SUPER SCARY!!!

i was just thinking, why we have to work so hard, for everything in the world except ourselves!!!

look at most of our parents, they do their very best to give what ever we want but when it comes to them, they think a lot!!!

true that we do want our lives to be easy and good, since life is short, we should also enjoy our lives.. there is soo much new experiences to be gained in life as we grow older.. we should look forward and not go away from it and focus on just working n earning..

people too when only they want something, they come towards you and at other times you are totally INVISIBLE!!! not many people you can trust easily.. so, learn and study a person before putting the full trust and faith..

life is changing..

past few days was super busy with dance practice and all..

stayed in teachers house for 23 days and 2 nights..

before that, i went for dance programme/ show by SMT Padma Subramaniam..

although she's too old to perform dance with tough Jadhis and all, her expressions were SUPERB!!! loved it lots.. hehe.. not forgetting veenai and sarod instrumental music played by india musicians.. mesmerising as well!!!

dance practice in teachers house was okie ler.. just that her lil girl was coming into da pic..

small kid mah.. wat 2 do..
but the 2 FULL DAY training was really needed!! MAN!!! i'm going to be dancing with my teacher as her partner!!! nt equally good also should be GOOD at least!!!

working on it..

hehe..

other than that, went out with levinra and his sis.. had fun.. whee.. watched movie...

gona miss him.. hahax..

sunday night, ty class, went l8..

thank god had time to talk to aunty Shanti.. GONA MISS her and other guys lots!!!

they're like my FAMILY!! love them lots..

not like i'm going somewhere far away.. but, un lah ryte, the moment things around me change, many things will come up and have 2 deal with it...

NEW FAMILY MEMBER

today was pretty much boring day!!
only evening went to hospital to visit maria aunty's baby..
baby boy .. damn CUTE!!!! hahax.. so soft and small ler.. ish ish.. suka nYER!!!! hahax..

after that, went for dance class already..
super BORING in class.. was not feeling well either and teacher went through the dance drama thingi..

came back and thats it lah.. nothing much anywayz..