If

If  you never left,
things wouldn't have been this bad.
Wish could rewind time,
as time goes by.
Difficult times,
being stuck.
Torn, ripped apart.
No further path.
Gloomy days ahead.
No where to lead.
Wish could rewind time,
as time goes by.
Waiting for a time.
A call.
From far beyond.
Enough is enough.
Had just enough.
Looking through the worst creatures created by god.
Mistake that can never be mend.
Left with no purpose in life.

Gentle breeze of hope~~

The more we age, the more we learn on life and people. As how weird you can wonder at things that is happening surrounding you. You may seem so great but where will it lead you to after life?

Live as much as you can, pray as much as you can, gain as much knowledge as you can. Develop passions and people you can share your life with.
When searching for the right one would be the best. How exactly would you know that "He is the right one"? The more you complement each other, the more suitable you are. Complement as in the character, vision, aims and goals. When the person is right, there would be encouragement and not jealousy. Being competitive is good but life is not to compete with each other on who is better than whom. It is to live together, share moments and create moments.
Meeting guys with various characteristics. Characters vary and so do they. When you know that it would not work out, you would just know it. Don't keep dwelling on it and the memories. Life has so much more to offer and to keep tracking memories would destroy future memories to be.
Not every decision we make is the right one. We make tons and tons of mistakes. Some even the ones that may cause too much. Yet, It is meant to happen and all you can do is to turn the next chapter of life. Life is not to be locked in a dark room and enclose your hopes and dreams and live accordingly to other person's wish, yet it is to support each other during hard times, lift and cheer them, and also share dreams and hopes. To have similar liking or to share the same interests would be a gift, and if it is not seen as a blessing, it would only ruin yourselves.

filled with love

In life not many are very lucky or at least consider themselves lucky...
But for me, i feel I've been lucky enough all the while..
Never had starvation; nor mislead life; or even lost home due to disasters or anything at all..

No matter how hard life seems to be at times; yeah but there are people who face worst situations.
Until that, I'm definitely grateful to God for all the good times as well as bad times I faced which made me learn and grow.

At this point, I've got so much love from my parents, relatives, and friends... 
whenever I'm down, there will always be a person to cheer me up and put a smile on me..
I am lucky in a way to have these people around me...

# When i was down at a point, there was someone for me all the while, and still is... She means so much to me and will always be. She was more like my other half.. We could just get along so well.
No matter how things go around us, distant would not matter.... 

# It wonders me how one can love without expecting it in return.. 
Sometimes, to follow heart is far way better than to follow the mind totally... Just to go all out and live the life for once =)