NEW YEAR!!!!

Here's new year and off goes 2009!! Great memories with friends, family and loved ones. Just hope everything continues as it is. Hope to have more fun with all people i love!!! You people know who you are!! Thanks for being there when i needed someone with me.. Someone told me its a new year and am supposed to start fresh.. haha.. Don't know hoe it works but lets see how life goes. Am just going to watch it as days past by. Better than to get involved with major stuffs.


During bhajan today, had great message from swami.. - the pain and sufferings we experience are because of our own karma and he cannot do anything about it. he is there for everyone all the time , in happiness, sadness or whatever. Yet, he guides us during our dark moments and gives us great message on how to live life so that we can be nearer to god and experience bliss within out. No matter what, people only think of god during dark moments in life or when they want something, either a promotion, better result or etc.; and god is giver and he only gives those who deserves it. Ask god for happiness and ou will get because he is a loving mother to all and he loves his children a lot!!!


Today bhajan was great and i thank swami for giving me a song =) missed a lot singing in bhajan!! FOR YOU SWAMI!! Met akka all.. Yoga akka, SHALINI AKKA !!! ( its been super long !! miss yah lots ), hema akka ( also very long since i met her ) ... Rami oso!! How grown up she is now!!! hehe.. time flies!!!! She was a small cute girl last i saw her!! haha... And the guys with their fire crackers!!!! cracking my head and ears!!! hehe.. but it was fun!! SASI--->>>>---- ahem... one loose!!!!! hehe... miss him too!!! n RENU!!! =P hehe..
Had fun with those poeple...


Waiting for next year.. oops.. NEXT YEAR events... HHmmmm... lets see how things go on....
=P

discoveries ( PROBABLY )

Christmas was boring!! Did nothing much. Did some homework and watched tv all the while.. huhu.. Apart from that, next day of christmas, ( y'day ) went to racheal's house. Cheryl is all grown up now. big kid d.. =)) hehe.. nice girl. Had nice time there with the sisters and phil. =P he's totally hillarious and cracko!!! its been quite sometime being around whacko ppl!!

Everyone is having issues. Why must growing up be so complicated??? Damn!! Life is school was so much more easier to handle. It is fun to explore but it's getting more and more tough. Probably when young, life was too easy and now we have to eventually learn it the hard way!! hhmm.. Friends all over are now like busy with own lives and we hardly meet. Thats really sad! I miss hanging out with my buddies.. Can't wait 4 levin to be back as well!!!

I wish to know more about life and people. Yet sometimes or most of the times, they are so predictable. In every relationships in lives, i've noticed that everyone takes everything for granted and when it's hard between them, they just burst out! No matter what, nothing would last long even our lives. How hard we try to live simple and down to earth, things just don't seem to be like that. However, everything would just jumble up and create chaos.

Since there's always 2 sides all along, probably no one, NO ONE escapes from the tragic yin and yang/ good and bad/ +ve and -ve and the list would go on and on. Probably everyone should also nourish their soul not just the body.!! People alwayz forget the reason they are here.. It gets much deep when you go in further but some prefer to ignore it and just lead a " normal " life ... Somehow at a certain point, you would end up asking

1) what am i doing here??

2) whats my purpose behind all these...

and the famous one

3) why is it happening to me??? / why must i be the one to experience this???

so, to get those answers, DON"T ASK ME!!!!! hehe

ASK YOURSELF!!

look.... what was i talking about and where it lead me to????? this is why i shouldn't be sitting and staring all the while to the space...

EVERYTHING HAPPENDS FOR A REASON

For now, i'm totally ignoring what had happened to me during this 1 month break.
It seems to be such a weird and scary nightmare!!! NEVER EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT!!

For life has to go on no matter what happens.
let's have a positive thought that something even better in life is waiting to happen though.
Am not telling these stuffs will not bother me, it's too deep. Just that it takes plenty of time.
Things would be better soon and we shall always hope for the best to happen =)

NEW LEAF

It's getting to year end and so far things has not been going too smooth in my life. As in everyone's lives there's always ups and downs as there is day and night. Problems are far way too small when you look at it as challenges. But way too many " challenges" in my life!! Hehe.. if you come to think of it, if there are none of them ( as in the "challenges"), life would just mean nothing. We'll remain not learn much about life and what fun could there be?? Definitely makes sense.!!

Moving on, its just funny when someone claims to be a friend " of oppurtunist" ( created new word!! don't bother looking for the meaning as i suppose its understandable) and drags you around even you realizing it but cannot stop or prevent it!! so, what you should do is, let it be that way and leave it!! It's not your duty to change everyone as you're NOT a saint yourself. People should learn it the hard way as that would keep the incidents fresh in their thick heads!! huhu..

just ruined todays mood in blogging.. the rest till i return...

~sha~