discoveries ( PROBABLY )

Christmas was boring!! Did nothing much. Did some homework and watched tv all the while.. huhu.. Apart from that, next day of christmas, ( y'day ) went to racheal's house. Cheryl is all grown up now. big kid d.. =)) hehe.. nice girl. Had nice time there with the sisters and phil. =P he's totally hillarious and cracko!!! its been quite sometime being around whacko ppl!!

Everyone is having issues. Why must growing up be so complicated??? Damn!! Life is school was so much more easier to handle. It is fun to explore but it's getting more and more tough. Probably when young, life was too easy and now we have to eventually learn it the hard way!! hhmm.. Friends all over are now like busy with own lives and we hardly meet. Thats really sad! I miss hanging out with my buddies.. Can't wait 4 levin to be back as well!!!

I wish to know more about life and people. Yet sometimes or most of the times, they are so predictable. In every relationships in lives, i've noticed that everyone takes everything for granted and when it's hard between them, they just burst out! No matter what, nothing would last long even our lives. How hard we try to live simple and down to earth, things just don't seem to be like that. However, everything would just jumble up and create chaos.

Since there's always 2 sides all along, probably no one, NO ONE escapes from the tragic yin and yang/ good and bad/ +ve and -ve and the list would go on and on. Probably everyone should also nourish their soul not just the body.!! People alwayz forget the reason they are here.. It gets much deep when you go in further but some prefer to ignore it and just lead a " normal " life ... Somehow at a certain point, you would end up asking

1) what am i doing here??

2) whats my purpose behind all these...

and the famous one

3) why is it happening to me??? / why must i be the one to experience this???

so, to get those answers, DON"T ASK ME!!!!! hehe

ASK YOURSELF!!

look.... what was i talking about and where it lead me to????? this is why i shouldn't be sitting and staring all the while to the space...