To drift away from life is needed at times to release the burden within. No matter how long before you have been hurt, yet the scar is there not visible but hurts so badly. thats why no matter what, being alone and not doing anything would pull a person down. Not to say have not managed but when things seem not to be done, for things to be done the push is needed. No matter what, at the end of the day, as long as God is there with you, its more than anything. Depending on people and finding a way out is never a way. Do your part and leave the rest to Him. Not to blame situation behind me for my change but thats the fact. To work out things within needs a lot of time for the amount of damage caused can't just be explained like that.
To someone i care the most, I'll keep caring for you as you made such huge impact in my life. Without you there, i still feel the emptiness. i know you say things because you care. Its for the betterment but i have self-building to do. i'm no longer myself and i have lost the purpose of life. to find it back and get to track would be required. Thanks for being there yet i was not. Drifting is never the end. Don't worry that something is misleading me. Am in track and not overdoing anything. To let you know is hard.
at the moment, have learned many things here. Its building me and hope it will more. People are of different types and attitudes. Because something happened, the true colours of others is emerging out. Glad you showed it yet many are not what i thought they were. Opportunity brings them to place and fit in with others yet condemn and back-stab. Thanks for letting me know about you more. And am glad i did what i did. Learning took place.
Someone is just super sweet and i would do anything for her. Some things are getting better with her presence by me. she made me distract from my pain and with her there i feel like home. Without her would be hard to even breath. There are times where i still go blunt from thinking and she shows me the path to come out of it. Everyone has flaws yet no matter what, she's strong in her own ways just like each and everyone of us. For the fact that situations made us closer, made me shower my love and care towards that person. The care for sister and the love of a friend is always there. People can perceive what they want, yet as long as we know the pure love within.
Hoping things would turn to be better for the coming week and praying for everyones betterment and improvement.
