If

If  you never left,
things wouldn't have been this bad.
Wish could rewind time,
as time goes by.
Difficult times,
being stuck.
Torn, ripped apart.
No further path.
Gloomy days ahead.
No where to lead.
Wish could rewind time,
as time goes by.
Waiting for a time.
A call.
From far beyond.
Enough is enough.
Had just enough.
Looking through the worst creatures created by god.
Mistake that can never be mend.
Left with no purpose in life.