QUESTIONS UNANSWERED (part 2)

Sure and definitely for many questions yet, there would not possibly be answers..

Like why some relationships don’t lasts?? –relationships can mean friendship, lovers or even any loved ones

Even so, is there EGO present in that depth relationship?? WHY?? Don’t you love your loved ones??

Fine, that we can leave. Let’s look at this scenario..

You are in a love relationship, you talk this and that, yet you know you won’t last with that person.. Then, why commit?? Even if you attempt to try, why not try until you succeed??

Another one scenario..

You are so called in deep love, : where you have to hang on phone 24/7 with that person..

Then, when you break up after a long time,you immediately find a replacement to talk with, continuing another relationship which you call it love as well. How is that possible?

So, the main BIG question à what is LOVE? You call that love?

How come love is so cheap nowadays?

I know a person who went for another girl and wanted to marry her because of her appearance and her complexion!! Since when this was a requirement for love?

Seriously every girl dreams of getting married to her prince charming that would cherish and provide love for her. What would she feel if her prince wants to marry her for what she is and her appearances rather than how her personality is?

Would that prince charming come and leave, or get married after "his work" is officially done?

Playboy’s, playgirls, flirts – make love something impossible to achieve.

By using love, anything is possible now. Why is that so?

Leave love aside.

What about friendships? They change too!

Humans are still human!

Anyway, why do we humans keep so much in our head and keep grinding and spinning and turning our thoughts for some silly stuff that barely matters to us as an individual?

Life has lots of challenges, yes, but somehow, do we get as far as we strive? I thought we were not supposed to ask anything to come to us, but yet, we can expect that to happen on its own? Isn’t it still the same and it goes back to square one?

I have 1 BIG question!

Surf the net, read books.

Can it really convince you? What is the fact? God exist or God was created by mankind?

Come on, I do believe in God!! It’s just curiosity. (curiosity KILLS!! – I know)

If God exist, then why are there so many religions? Why not just make it one religion, one race?

That was what caused segregations right? The colours of Man. You can say, nonsense! Which Stone Age are you from? But somewhere deep within, it must still exist I think. Yet, I have no prove to it.

No matter what, to me, GOD is ONE! And there is only one race, MANKIND..

~to be continued~

Shandra

QUESTIONS UNANSWERED (part 1)

There would be times where many of our questions will remain unanswered...

It would last for ages and even till the day we die.

But curiosity is an inborn nature in every human being.

About my unanswered questions... the list would go on and on..

Since young i've been exposed to religions ( be it Hinduism, Buddhism, Christianity, Islam, Sikhism and so for).. BALVIKASà Sai Centre

I have great interest in getting to know in depth of all these.. But I want to learn Hinduism in more depth.. But, that will be like.... I don't know.. It's just that there's too much to learn about..

There's vedas, saints, yogi's, epics, and yah, the list would carry on..

So, the thought of it would be a "sudden break"..

But, it's not imposible yah.. Slowly i'll attain them..

Then would be why are people so engrossed to be in a relationship or to get going on or moving on with others??? Is life all about meeting, mating and and dying??

Isn't there supposed to be a reason of us being here on this earth???

We're happily living our lives as it is... mostly unsatisfied of this and that...

Isn’t life actually supposed to be all about unattachment???

Then what are we living?? Is this world that we’re living in that sinful??

Everywhere people are tempted over money, property, greed, jealousy, lust and you name the bad qualities..

Religion is seldom given importance to now..

( AAhhh..Why is she talking like she’s an angel?/ She’s imperfect herself!!!)

That might cross your mind now.. since when I told that I’m perfect??

It’s just from what I have read and my inner curiosities…

I cannot help it!! Hahahax..

So, there can be explanations for all these.. But yet, where is it being practiced now??

Am I talking “Egypt” ??? I hope not!!

I thought this is going to be easy but this is getting even more complicated for me to write this =P

So, I would continue more in my next blog…

home now..

Well, its been 2 days now at home.. Nothing much yesterday... Just as usual days, waking up, having breakfast... watching tv,... lunch... tv... cook dinner... tv... hahax...

off and on, online.. if i get the signal that is!!!!

Apart from that, today??? so far... hahax

Woke up about 12 pm only deyh!!! KENG eh!!!!

hahax.. den, cooked lunch while eating fruits,... =)

cooked slowly,... while listening to songs... damn relax days.. huhuk

Ate and now facebooking and updating blog...

So, now i'll be at home for about 1 1/2 month... I have to find something to do..

I have something in mind, other than that, will start back reading novels.. =P

Miss spending time with novels..

And also clearing some stuffs at home...

~ house chores i mean~

hehex..

will come up with more thoughts to write on..

till then, adiouz... =P

just a brief adventurous moments..

i'm still way back 2 date.. pheww.. never quite got the time and things always crop up along with bad internet connection!!!!
well, the flood went okie.. and
exams went ok as well...
as all were over, there's not much description to make!!

on 12th, we went to Penang.. man, it was hard convincing parents who thinks their children are still child!!????
Man!!! yet, apart from that, we enjoyed the whole day to the max..
we explored as much as we could in that limited time we had...

it was just so memorable... =D

had lotsa fun Ki2.. =P hehex

then, 13th was kiki's b-day... just bought smallest cake the both of us.. ordered Domino.. n YES, we ate!!!!!!!!

hahax..

it was so nice to have an adventurous gal by me..

yet, not many are like that sadly.. huk huk..

waiting for more to come.. =)

> anyway, getting to penang is like soo easy!!!!!!!!!!!

hahax..

2/11/2010

This was the day where my class had Language Development finals. It ended at 11.30 and most of them were planning to go back home right after. I was to go back on the next day, 8 pm bus to Ipoh. Yet, this day turned to be the most tragic day of my life..!!

There was extreme FLOOD in Perlis!! Which even caused one of the highway to Changlung to be closed. As we, the students of IPG Perlis were inside, we were totally unaware of the situation outside! But students staying outside were forced to come in hostel in order to attend examination. without being stranded by flood.

So, back to the story, after exam me and Kiki went to cafe for food, but then, GK was there telling the flood is getting bad and it is expected to get worse by 4 pm!! We got worried.. Karmen who was not in the idea of going back immediately booked GK as well. Goh Goh got panicked as well.. poor girl.. Gk was supposed to drop me, kiki, karmen and shoba in Alor star bus station. Goh was supposed to follow Mah out to bus station.. Too bad, the situation went out of hand and got worse. Gk's car was unable to pass the flood.. And so, ... ( BLANK!!) Furious!!!

Finally, there was this news of maktab bus sending the students to kuala perlis to get bus back home. Gk dropped us in front of maktab and went back to uncle's house.. We safely got on the bus, where Goh goh also was there. As we were at Kuala Perlis, there was a panic to go back to ipoh straight or to go alor star and take money and eat, then only go. We made our mind to choose the second choice. Yet, the stupid bus went back to Kangar bus station to get 2 people!! HUK HUK!!! lame.. yet, we could see that the situation was quite bad over there!!

Then, worried about some doinks who was just in room, not knowing the situation outside!! Made sure all knew the news and gave them the maktab bus contact num.. Thank god some managed to get on the bus to Alor Star!!!

Finally we reached A/s abaot the same time.. Then, we got on the same bus to go to IPOH!! I was like as long as we safely reach ipoh is more than enough!!

The next day, still a junior called me asking favour on how to go back!! I was like WHAT!!???? haven't gone back??? WHY????

She was like dad never allowed to take the bus last night. It seems there was a bus which sent the students to kuala perlis at that night.. So, i gave her the bus contact number to ask if there's any way out. And if there is, inform others who wants to get back home as well!!

Thankfully most of them went back home.

Even after getting home, i was so worried seeing the news and reading the newspapers!! There's yet 2 more exams to go!!! There was no peace of mind either, tAhinking of all this..

Off and on, i messaged IDA to get the update in maktab. She was a help as well so, thanks to her..