REALIZED

Why is it that when i come to a certain conclusion, there's always something that reverts back to me telling the opposite of what i presume it to be. I eventually learned to hate that person, was it worth-it? Love is something so random and unexpected but for the fact that someone can leave another person by telling what they think it is. There can always be a solution if you want something to happen. If not, it's your decision as well. As for me, i am clear in my thoughts about the past and i don't wish to dwell upon it anymore. I will be there but grow up. Learn that you determine how you live your life. Everything is in your hands. No matter what, my impression on all guys will remain the same.

To me, from what i have observed- love comes from first sight... i repeat... SIGHT!! Which means physical appearance. There are love which blossom from understanding but i bet you can count. The next reason from what someone i know said is love for some is just lust. For the fact that the relationship between guy and a girl is merely about sex and nothing else. How can someone just give themselves just like that to some random guy that you fing "CUTE"/ "HOT".. What would the perception of life be to those people then?? Okie.. You can tell me that it's their life and what do i care how they carry themselves.

To me, i feel its lack of humanity in people. They have lost sense of direction in life. To bring back a person is just impossible. No matter how much you talk to and advise, you're merely irritating character who is KPC!!!! Some can be animals that they treat their mother like source who gives everything and slams words to hurt. I'm not telling that i'm an "angel" myself. But i know what life is meant to be. I'm still searching my purpose of birth. No matter how drifted a can be from reality at times, i never forget my roots and i would never do anything to embarass my parents. Life should be taken seriously while you enjoy. Enjoy the bliss around you. Every little thing can make you smile. You will find life more interesting and worth to live.

Thoughts of mine can just go on and on. I may not behave or act to my age, but there are things that i know those people so called act their age. Why complicate life with age?? to live how one wnats to is an individual freedom. What matters in the end is to be able to manage and handle things around. That's the hardest!!!!! Yet, i'm proud of myself that i now consider myself thinking for my age.. ( even though i don't act like one.. who cares!!!! as long as i'm happy)