If

If  you never left,
things wouldn't have been this bad.
Wish could rewind time,
as time goes by.
Difficult times,
being stuck.
Torn, ripped apart.
No further path.
Gloomy days ahead.
No where to lead.
Wish could rewind time,
as time goes by.
Waiting for a time.
A call.
From far beyond.
Enough is enough.
Had just enough.
Looking through the worst creatures created by god.
Mistake that can never be mend.
Left with no purpose in life.

Gentle breeze of hope~~

The more we age, the more we learn on life and people. As how weird you can wonder at things that is happening surrounding you. You may seem so great but where will it lead you to after life?

Live as much as you can, pray as much as you can, gain as much knowledge as you can. Develop passions and people you can share your life with.
When searching for the right one would be the best. How exactly would you know that "He is the right one"? The more you complement each other, the more suitable you are. Complement as in the character, vision, aims and goals. When the person is right, there would be encouragement and not jealousy. Being competitive is good but life is not to compete with each other on who is better than whom. It is to live together, share moments and create moments.
Meeting guys with various characteristics. Characters vary and so do they. When you know that it would not work out, you would just know it. Don't keep dwelling on it and the memories. Life has so much more to offer and to keep tracking memories would destroy future memories to be.
Not every decision we make is the right one. We make tons and tons of mistakes. Some even the ones that may cause too much. Yet, It is meant to happen and all you can do is to turn the next chapter of life. Life is not to be locked in a dark room and enclose your hopes and dreams and live accordingly to other person's wish, yet it is to support each other during hard times, lift and cheer them, and also share dreams and hopes. To have similar liking or to share the same interests would be a gift, and if it is not seen as a blessing, it would only ruin yourselves.