Just when it is an interval, another chapter barges in!!

Just when everything goes on in usual pace, with every hectic month of the sem is over, and set to rest mode, here goes the mind and heart twisting and aching in an unexpected manner. When just about to settle down and leave the rest to god to be taken care of, here comes again insecurities and doubts. Why does all happen in this way? 


Words that has been uttered may or may not be, apart from that being a part of critical stage, is it all for good? Hmph.. Thoughts just can't seem to stay put at one place. Many considerations to be made. All i hope is not to jump into any decisions... 


Now i know why time is needed so badly.. 







Dwelling and fear is something not to be anticipated.. 
Yet.. Never do something that might cause you to regret... 
Is it time yet??? 3 years seems to be so fast and just hope it'll turn out to be a joke..




To wanting it so badly is one thing...
To make it really happen is another...
To make it real is what matters...
To see it as real is what fears me most!!

As its Mother's Day, let me put my thought up...

Now that i know how lost would feel,
Fear dwells upon thoughts,
Not that have i taken into granted,
Nor am I blaming the age,
But journey in life does teach,
Who ever denies or live in denial?

Love is always portrayed in her own ways,
Still, how much more can one expect?
Never will one put aside a child will she?
No matter what you're part of her blood and flesh..

Yes Maa,
I might not be the best child of the year,
I might not be able to be an ideal child
I might not be able to keep up my best behaviour at all times
Yet, does not mean i might not have you in my mind and heart...

Happy Mothers' Day..