Eventually 2011 is coming to an end.. Not that i just realized but its already 31st of December, early morning 1:58 a.m now and i'm awake updating my blog.
I'm think of writing what i feel 2011 gave me!
2011 was a year full of surprises, well, that's for both good and bad. Everyday we learn something, we learn from our words, behaviour, other's word, behaviour, what has happened and the list would just go on. What is life if there's no lesson learnt in the end of the day?
Main thing i've learnt id TRUST! The moment you have trust on anyone, it's like getting a baby plant and feeding it with water everyday and raising it. Once you forget to feed it (it's when the trust is misused or broken), it'll slowly dry and die. I understand that it'll take long before it builds, but the trust we have in someone is something we can never misuse. *even by mistakes*
I've also learnt that you got to wait patiently and don't rush things! If things are meant to happen, sure it will. There is no point of hanging over some unrealistic thoughts and waste life. I now feel that whatever happens has its own reasons behind and we shouldn't try to change it in a split second, which might just ruin everything else.
Little do I know about life that it makes me wonder how people act without thinking enough. To live a life is something beyond in our mere hands but to live it meaningfully would not be that hard. After all, we can only live this life, even if we're incarnated- we won't be able to remember our past lives. Why not live it! Do what you feel like doing when you still have the age. Its not like we have forever to adventure this the world. Only God knows whats going to happen tomorrow.
Yeah! It's something i just came up with. I've read somewhere that goes- live everyday like there's no another day! It would be fascinating and interesting life to live as such.
Not bad.. i do think! Okie. Moving on, I've met many people this year, who had taught me a lot! In every sense that is both good and bad. But as i was thinking life is not just about the bright side. There's always two things in life- good and bad, sun and moon, it goes together like Yin and Yang. People are interesting actually. How one thinks is interesting. Basically, i do feel that as time goes by, its not just what i feel but its the fact i suppose, that life is getting more and more advanced as well as mankind.
They literally want everything there and then. Everything's in express and instant mode. Even feelings. Not to condemn or what, but that's it. Young children not having enough love from busy parents, switch over to social network where they get friends and of course spoil, cause spending too much time there. They get gadget-friendly and that's the only thing they communicate to. Alright, i feel like I'm complaining. But that's what i see. Not because i'm turning to become a teacher and have a sudden need to bring the awareness to the new generation, but its just how it is and will be.
There's nothing that will stop it and seriously i feel so lifeless as being consistently opening the FACEBOOK and keep staring at the status- which sounds more like complaints in life and updates of what they did for the day. We update everything there that it even became a place for invitations and all. Its definitely easier with all these technologies, but we're missing the gist and touch of communication.
I just figured out something to work on. Well, its quite dumb but truth hurts yet, i would want to face it! Like it is, Life is short after all.
Moving on, owh yah, i've got new hobbies that is turning out to be going on great where my venture is deepening in photography and singing. It just makes me feel through things i do. Its nice. Teaches me persistence- especially in photography, the editing and in singing, the 'practice makes perfect' thingi.
I love my friends whom i love spending time with, just chatting through and laughing.
Growing up is tough and i'm proud to be strong and determined. Nothing's going to stand in my way.
